Everything is so different – and I can’t even say different ‘good’ or different ‘bad’ ‘cause I don’t know. So many ‘triggers’ to overcome, so many changes. I don’t know what to be doing with myself most of the time. A part of me is missing – GONE (forever I hope) – and I suppose part of the process is ‘mourning’ the loss. Hell I dunno !!
My progress after being sick was slow and steady and that was great. But then it just stopped and maybe this is going to be as good as it gets. My energy level is still extremely low and I tire quite easily. This might be something I have to live with and accept and if that’s the case I will do exactly that. Or maybe it’s just the weather. We always blame things on the weather don’t we. LOL It hasn’t been overly warm so maybe that’s it. This has been a very different Winter in Arizona weather wise for sure.
Haven’t seen much of Jamie and Mudder ‘cause they are staying in the FANCY SMANCHY RV Park this year. But they did drop by for a visit the other day so that was really nice.
Bennie got to the Groomers so he’s back to his clean, handsome self – that won’t last long – the clean part I mean.
Friends that are here at the VFW had called a mobile service to get their rig washed and waxed. So I decided to get my rig washed also. It did mean having to pull the rig out into the VFW parking lot but that wasn’t a big deal. They charge a $1.00 a foot so for $40.00 I thought it was an excellent deal – especially since they come to you. Wouldn’t you know it, the next day we had high winds and there was dust and sand blowing everywhere ! Oh well, it looked clean for awhile.
I installed the last LED light. I’m done now with LED. Oh yes there’s a gazillion more lights I could switch over to LED but I don’t use them so why would I spend the money.
I’ve gotten now so that I can do it in about 5 minutes. You have to CUT one white wire from the existing fixture so that’s always a little frightening. But I check and double check and then triple check one of the other ones I’ve done before I SNIP !
My morning routine is to lay out my ‘cigarettes’. I like these things at room temperature.
If apples or oranges are in the refrigerator I don’t eat them. So now I cut them up and put them in a container for my night-time ‘cigarettes’.
Oh don’t be fooled by all the fruit stuff !! I bought a HUGE bag of candies at Walmart so these also get snacked on on a regular basis.
And I got these small cherry pies at Walmart.
Add a ‘little’ ice cream…….
I don’t know when I’m supposed to have lunch or dinner anymore !! LOL ‘Cause I’m always eating or drinking something. My belly (which is growing btw LOL) seems full but my mouth wants more more more.
And poor Bennie – well his little legs are sure getting a work out. We go for walks numerous times throughout the day. Of course after each walk that means a ‘treat’ for him and he lets me know that in no uncertain terms.
I’ve been doing a lot of reading. I found a new Author I like (Harlan Coben) thanks to Toni. She gave me two of his books and I’m hooked. So I’ll be going to the Library today to get more by this guy. I know people find ‘free’ ways to download books to their KOBO/Kindle but I don’t know how to do that. My Kindle sits unused.
And that’s it Folks. Nothing exciting – just getting through the days.